There is a history for July 17th 2009 to be my most unforgettable day. I was about 8 yrs old when I first stepped into a swimming pool with an inflated "ceat" tube around my waist. I seemed to have taken to waters pretty easily; i loved the idea of floating in water and moving from point A to point B. All was well until the day I started doing back strokes and my guide was impressed and he said "Back strokes eh??? you seem to have learnt how to swim pretty fast. Surely then you are ready to swim without your tube from tomorrow". Not realising how difficult it could get i reached the pool next day all set to dive in. Well it was on that day I was introduced to panic in water. I gulped and gasped but never swam. I could not get myself back to my swimming classes after that day. I Chickened out!!!
I believe me chickening out on my biggest challenge till that day did have a significant impact in my life. Since then I always had this desire to prove that I am not scared of water and that I am brave enough to tackle water. At every opportunity available I was keen to get into water and fight my fear. I wanted to be one up. I wanted to Win!
There were instances where every visit to chennai always had a ceremonial visit to marina beach with my frens (shakti, vini, tuhin, arjun, priyanka). I used to stand on the beach far enough to allow sea water to reach my ankles. The sight of waves coming in touching your feet and the distant horizon always made me feel that the sea is inviting me to its home on the horizon. Even today i am at peace when on a beach staring at the horizon. All I wanted is to be able to swim in ocean as far as i can. It was just a thought and I used to feel guilty of it at times as it sounds bloody suicidal. It’s since then my random adventures with sea have begun to prove a point that i am no chicken!
Random Adventure 1 (
Random Adventure 3 (My Swimming Pool): I have used our common swimming pool in our apt only twice before July 17th in last 4 mths. Since i am underutlising the facilities i decided to hit the pool every day. It was a lazy summer afternoon at 5 pm i was alone on the terrace in the pool. I was practicing my usual half baked swimming lessons for about 20 min and then thought of trying something new, something i have seen lil kids do. They float upright in water by constantly moving their hands and legs. Since I can’t achieve that at shallow end of the pool i inched to the deeper end. The moment i didnt feel the bottom of pool i started panicking and instead of trying to swim to safety i was struggling in water franctically moving my hands and legs. The first thought which came to my mind "Fuck i am drowning!!!"; Panic panic and more panic! In next 3 seconds i struggled enough to resurface for a brief moment above water and then "glug glug glug" water forced its way into my throat and the next second i was under water again. I could feel the pressure building around my nostrils and on my chest almost coercing me to open my mouth. I struggled even harder but was not able to resurface. Luckily i had my swimming gogs on and i opened my eyes to see the nearest border. It was to my left, i tried swimming under water towards it. I kept saying to myself "You are not going to die. You can reach it. You can reach it!". I thought i almost reached and with one last stroke i will be safe but it was not the case. Crazy it might sound at that time "refraction Theory" came to my mind. Immediately followed another thought "Oh Fuck this is not as close as it seems, i am going to die!!!" I almost gave up but I tried one last time. Three more panic strokes and I lunged putting all my weight in my fourth one when i reached the border and pulled myself out that very instant. Coughing, panting and shaking i put my head down lying on the floor and cursed myself "Foolish bastard!!!”
Well I am a sore loser and i swore to myself that i will hit the pool everyday (Shallow end) and learn to swim better. Since yesterday i buried myself in my bath tub 3 times to able to hold my breath longer.
July 17th 2009 - A day when my random foolishness nearly killed me.